nie wiem jak, lecz ciesze sie, znalazłam w sobie siłę, wracam do realizacji i pomysłów, mam nadzieje że wystarczy mi jej, żeby to dalej pchnąć...
Znalazłam kilka nowych przydatnych funki w photoshopie. Jak na samouka to jest to sukces. Żałuje, że ta nauka przeciąga sie już 4 rok. raczej.
Niedziela ze zwierzętami, w domu, twórcza. Takich dni więcej chcę mieć. I zapomnieć o rutynie. codziennych zmaganiach z wiatrakami.
Chciałabym, upowszechnić to co w USA jest fotografią z wyższych pułek. Gdzie kobieta fotograf istnieje. Gdzie fotografia jest sprzedawana. Gdzie nie ma ścisłych elit, działających wokół uniwersytetów. Miec tą odwagę. i wsparcie. Na to drugie nie mam co liczyć. Myslę. Może na razię.
Krytyka, uodpornić sie na nią. Wiem, że potrafię.
Sunday was creative. I spent whole day with my pets-friend. On sofa with cup of tea. cosy and relaxing. My head full of ideas, inventing. Routines have gone in the corner of my mind. I've found a new nice photoshop tips. Gosh, I was lernt it by myself, it took me a long way to get this few skills, I know now. I still have a hope to end up with better and better...
I wanna do it in simple way. my own way of seeing. it's not fair but this is the way here, now, hard to be photographer for a living. Without significant diploma. Seeing differently than polish school of photography. And being a woman. photographer. I wanna have this strenght, will, courage and be able to lean on somebody arm.
Let's start September with new ideas full of optimism for the future. My own future.
2 comments:
I know what you mean...hard to earn living as an artist, of any sort. But perhaps that is good, as it keeps us in a constant state of appreciation of all that can be done with so little.
I wore myself out working extra hours at my part-time day job this week, ideas fermenting in my consciousness, can't use photoshop, can't afford it, but am playing with diffusing light through the viewfinder by inserting thin film of transluscent vellum...& will play with that, maybe even paint or draw on that vellum before I put it in the camera. So many ideas, not enough time right now to manifest them all at once.
Cozy with tea & cats on the couch...yes...it is getting chilly in Vermont now. How about where you are?
oh, I like your idea of transluscent vellum very much, I've been thinking to try out something like this on wood. so many ideas and as you told not much time around. I've got my own darkroom and shame me I've not been there for ages.
And your right about artist staff, but what noise me [about myself of course:)] a lot is luck of time to "creat" these all ideas.
I mean like days off with clearly mind without sens of duty. I miss students years when I couldn't obliged to my all responsibilities.
probably I need push myself harder into this what I want :)
at my place I've found myself with glass of wine at the nice evening, even when the weather is not much to wish :) have a look and relaxing at my small garden after work. Just enjoy of last days of summer I guess :)
thanks for visiting me here.
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