I can't walk by indifferently

it's always very sad when someone pass away, especially young he was young, gosh in my mum age,

oh yeah, death can be scared, and kick your ass to think over what for? why? do we? should we? can we?

anyway it's always hard to find a proper answer  for such questions but I guess it's always worth to look for, always!

I wasn't like big, huge fun of his music but he was big persona, there is no doubt. I really value his great work.

today, with flash of childhood memoris, I'm sitting next to small girl, long pony ties a blue ribbon in a bow,  summer-days, barefood on the grass with friends, playing and dancing all day long "thriller" from cassette recorder (gosh, I bet my mum and neighbours was fed up after that summer), good memories, wonderful childhood. Mine.

Did Michael have a good one? Did Jackson's have one? I've found the jackson TV show on net and it seems they had fun, was it real? they were talented, they created a good team. but maybe they missed to play "barefood on the grass", with friends, did they have some? watching these shows I couldn't have found kids in it, it seems they learnt to play adults, showmen? oh just speaking with myself, wonder about this all shity rumours about his life. We will never know the truth, it's not our business to get to know it. just enjoy listening their/his music. that's the treasure he worked his life.

 

 

a few minutes later..

it's unfair that some people are not able to value it.